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This. Every moment of every single day, I am a mother first. All for this one small incredible human.

10/20/2017 8:51:14 AM 1
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Well, I've made it to my 5th day in a row, and my nurse got me a little gift box of lotion. It's the little things. #mctd #chemotherapy #thebattle #fighter #warrior #failureisnotanoption #makeeverydaycount

10/6/2017 7:10:16 PM 0

Today is kicking my ass. A full week of daily treatment, This week started with injections and a system flush, now onto 3 consecutive days of IV biologic #chemotherapy . My body is definitely weaker than it has been in months, which is a very emotional realization for me to accept. I'm currently battling multi-organ involvment, meaning multiple organs are being compromised at once, my kidneys, spleen, and liver all while I'm having swelling in my heart. The complications on top of the side effects have me more depressed than I have been in months. I worked my ass of to gain weight, and with 4 days I'm down 12lbs. I rarely openly cry, but there has been a lot of tears today. I'm human. It's extremely painful, and exhausting physically and mentally. This is a lonely journey that has stripped my life of normalcy and of people who I thought would be there through it. At 23 I take care of myself because I am all I have with a little one who looks up to me, so failure isn't an option. This is my life, dependent on blood, antibodies, chemical compound injections, chemotherapy, medications and keeping my head up, even when it hurts and today I'm really sad about it. #mctd #treatment #sadshit #tomorrowisanotherday #singlemom #warrior #foreverfighting #thebattle

10/4/2017 7:31:04 PM 17

Mama is getting old, but she's still just as beautiful. #dogmom #dogsofinstagram #rescuedog #muts

9/28/2017 12:26:48 PM 0

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